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A slight case of delirium 
30th-Apr-2008 06:00 pm
mage

New Words: 1, 463
Total Words:
29, 232

Deadline/Target: July
Reason for stopping:
I couldn’t strain myself anymore, because the scene really demanded a lot of attention to detail.
Sample:
Here she was running from starved shadow demon hounds, twice for the same week, and listened to a seductive male voice in her head, who urged her to step into puddles of blood that increased her speed. Quite frankly, she had no idea what was worse. Why does this happen to me? Persistent death attempts are reserved for the heroes.
Good things:
I think I got a good action scene going on with introduction to the Nightmare dimension, although Samantha doesn’t quite know it. The vision is original in my opinion.
Bad things:
This scene may be a bit too big for me to take at the first draft or at all, which is a pity. I have problem with my focus, getting deeper in her head and placing the internals at the right time. I am relaxed though, cause eventually I will get it.
Real life
: The weather is really strange today, since it rains and the sun is shining at the same time. It’s cold as well and my hands and feet feel like dead meat. I hate my slow blood circulation. Anyways I posted a review about my favorite anime “D.Gray Man” over at Temple Library Reviews.

Today I am going to sacrifice my hair in order to appease my parents. Disturbing, really. I want it a bit longer so that my damn cheeks won’t look like balloon fish, but whatever. It will grow back, it always does and hopefully will until I am 80.

I also estimated that I am waiting for ten marvelous books to arrive and sadly that calculation reminded me that I am going to fry at my Math test on the 13th. Dear God how I hate unreal equations and trigonometry. I so hope for a C. That way I will get a B for this half of the year and combined with my A the first half I will have A for the year. Go me!

Of course I will fry in literature, because the same I have to write an essay as a test for my final grade and the authors suck. We have a communist poet with, about which we are forbidden to hint at communism (don’t ask, it’s complicated). Then comes an abstract poet, who writes about doors, windows, balconies, cars and wheels. Basically you read and shout “Say What???”. The third is not better as he is thought to be Bulgaria’s greatest story teller and in his short stories, absolutely nothing happens and yet my teacher manages to dip tons of symbolism lying underneath a coat for instance. I see doom looming over me. I see studying.

PS: I also have to help put the wallpapers back! Eek!
Comments 
30th-Apr-2008 03:17 pm (UTC)
You're making some really good progress. And I like the sample you shared.

This scene may be a bit too big for me to take at the first draft or at all, which is a pity. I have problem with my focus, getting deeper in her head and placing the internals at the right time. I am relaxed though, cause eventually I will get it.

Try not to let yourself get overwhelmed. My suggestion is to take it slowly. Yeah, you won't have such impressive word counts if you do, but thankfully word counts are the only form of progress. Don't be afraid to layer the scene. If you have to, start out with the bones: dialogue, action, etc. Then go back and layer in the descriptions, internals, depth, etc. This is how I have to write many of my scenes. If I try to do it all at once, I get too overwhelmed and then I'm not able to write the scene. As you start to layer the other elements in though, decide early on what you want the focus of the scene to be and keep that focus with each layer you add. You can do this.
30th-Apr-2008 05:29 pm (UTC)
Thanks. I figured that this was going to take time to set in my head and then to layer out, but still some stuff may have to be excluded so the scene doesn't drag down and stretches. I will finish it tomorrow and layer the rest. I did most of the things I wanted, but there si some more editing to be done, stripping the uncessesary, polishing and then layering aigan.
30th-Apr-2008 03:38 pm (UTC)
Not too long ago I found a music test I wrote in school, and interpretation of Stravinsky's Petrouchka. Which, when you listen to it, is a rather unattractive array of dissonant notes, with some good bits. And I managed to waffle on about it for six handwritten pages. Obviously I had more practice then, but I remember thinking as I was writing 'I have to make something up, there is NO WAY I can hear anything in this.'

The moral of that tale is that if you're interpreting something, it matters less what you say than that you can build a coherent narrative, and provide lots of examples.

On the third tentacle, do not interpret Tennessee Williams in the light of having read Kafka. You'll find a lot of doom and gloom that other people won't.
30th-Apr-2008 05:16 pm (UTC)
You play the piano? Anyways thank you for the tip. I am experienced in this, but it definitely is hard to form a coherent narrative, when nothing comes to your head. But until then I will read on the matter.

And well we do not study Tennessee. Basically we don't study American literature. Nadda. Just plain old Bulgarian revolutionary poetry and novels. Nothing besides that. We have nothing besides that: just war, revolution, rebellion and communism. The neames of the poets and writers of something a bit off from that are very few and not so good.
1st-May-2008 02:08 am (UTC)
Great wordcount!! LOL, good luck on your tests!! I have a Spanish and English test next week and both are four hours long each. Bleh. Do you have to have wallpaper?
1st-May-2008 07:05 am (UTC)
Thanks! I am actually more proud of the content, but the wordcount is sweet too. Mine are less than four hours, around one hour and 20 minutes.
And yes, I do have to wallpaper! There is much to do and my dad won't be around, so I need to help my mom. ;)
1st-May-2008 01:22 pm (UTC)
Good luck on those tests:)
1st-May-2008 01:24 pm (UTC)
Thanks! Hopefully I will succeed. I am going to study tomorrow.
3rd-May-2008 06:38 pm (UTC)
Good luck with the wallpapers ;)
And I can completely understand your frustration with the poet, I had to read a book for school that was in free verse and I could not stand it.
ps. Lovely pictures,
4th-May-2008 09:05 am (UTC)
Ugh, thanks. I am going to hate studying for them. I can sense it.
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